NO LONGER YOURS
I became your wife Because you made me feel safe, Because your words were perfect, And always found their way. I gave you my trust, slowly, wholly, Without listening to my gut. All I wanted was a husband — Not a manchild Throwing tantrums in disguise. Slowly, the colours began to fade, Until everything turned black and white. And to my dismay, There was far more black Than light. I showed tolerance and mercy, Loved you like a child, Never knowing I was slowly losing my mind. Being away from you made me happier. I slept better. I ate better. I wasn’t afraid to dine alone, Because I knew I brought more to the table Than you ever did. With you, there was no veil — What you liked, I liked. What you did, I did. Until I forgot Even my most basic needs. You crossed my boundaries, Not once, But often. You never took responsibility, Only refuge in blame. You slandered my name, My character, To cover the emptiness Of who you truly were. And slowly, I stepped out of the picture You were so desper...