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Expression

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There are times when I feel the urge to express in words, but often there exists spurs of conflicts in my mind as to what has to be expressed? During most of the time my mind refuses to express at all with so many thoughts occupying my mind at once. But one thing is for sure, life is full of emotions, so which one of them deserves the expression ? When I'm given the choice of emotional expression(in words), I can do two different things. Firstly, if I'm happy, I can compose a poem relating to my current state of happiness and secondly if I'm sad I can compose a poem reflecting my misery. When I express my sadness, all the unwanted emotional load will be vented out in sometime, but if I choose to express joy at that point of time, I will be totally carried away to a whole knew different stance, because of which I'll feel lighter inside. Here the result is common in both the cases but I prefer the stance rather than venting out. Because venting out is just to think, th...

Answers will come..

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I'm scared and confused Lost in the darkness of this reality Trying hard to seek light Skeletons from the past haunting me Love for a better future nurturing me Where do I look ? Where do I set foot? Since my dreams were shattered I have struggled to move on Now the situation has come back As if to mock me My future is yet to become certain Making it harder to rely I am now in the midst of ambiguity I hate this dilemma Because I survived the past And was ready to start anew Why should anything come back when its gone for good? Especially now, when I'm unsure about my future Its mean though, how life picks such vulnerable moments to hit you But somewhere deep within I know there exists a spark To consume this darkness And I am aware Sooner or later All the answers will come to me Until then, all I ask for is Strength, strength to remain intact And to live a fulfilling life for today

My Affirmations

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I am a magnifiscence in human form I love, care and nurture myself I am happy, confident and respect myself I accept myself the way I am I am healthy and my body is functioning very well I am wealthy and I am receiving wealth from multiple sources I am beautiful inside and out I am my friend I am loved by my family and friends Love comes to me effortlessly I commit myself for loving and being loved I love and be loved I am blessed I am enjoying the clarification of my life's purpose My life is simple and easy I am receiving all the attention that I deserve I am making better decisions everyday All good things and good people are coming to me I am finding great oppertunities all around me The Universe is meeting all my needs immediately I am at peace and one with myself and all I am enjoying a career that I am passionate about because it is giving me happiness, security and freedom I am being appeciated at work All my prayers are b...

LOA aka the "Law Of Attraction"

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                              M y 8th semester had just begun, I was so excited that my BE in mechanical engineering was coming to an end. One day while chatting with my parents I expressed to them my wish to visit few Temples in and around Mangalore along with them, mom loved the idea and agreed instantly to my request but told me that we could go only after my semester exams... Just her approval was sufficient to elevate me to cloud no 9... I was extremely happy for her gesture and felt as if I'd already experienced the trip... I gave my last engineering exam in the month of June and on the same night I reminded my mother about the trip, but to my dismay she told me that she would not take me there because there were some important issues to be dealt with at her office... This shattered me... I was almost in tears, but a strong feeling stopped me fr...

Fly High !!

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U nfold those mighty wings of feather D oesn't matter if you don't like the weather... T ake off right now A nd advance, as far as the dream leads you on... W elcome every obstacle with a warm smile A nd look how this helps you progress miles... W henever a strong breeze is in your way J ust close your eyes and think how adventurous will be your day ... A lways see yourself reaching the target W ith an ease of a bullet... E ver dare to dream aye A nd just eye and fly high !!    Image courtesy : Ali Tehrani http://www.flickr.com/photos/alitehrani/2391727772/

Twilight in the Beach....

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  I 'd been to Elliot's beach here in Chennai with my aunt yesterday, we left the house at 5pm and we were there in about 15 to 20 minutes. I was prepared to drench myself completely. The minute we went to the beach the first thing I noticed was the fact that it wasn't overcrowded as always. A s I was busy looking at the people my aunt called out and asked me to look at the sun, which was facing the beach in the opposite direction. I'd already removed my slippers and was standing in the beach allowing the waves to drench my legs, I then looked behind at the sun and found myself gaping in awe at the enormous magnificence in its best form ever ! It was like a giant orange fruit floating in the sky, I stood adhered to the ground till the sun disappeared behind the buildings, then turned back to the beach.. The sun had already set but the sunlight persisted, then I looked at the sky just above the sea to seek the moon, meanwhile a huge wave embraced my legs upto t...

Drifting Away...

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This is one of those weird moments when my heart just drifts through... Its as hard as stone, so strong and dense... It feels so numb, wonder why... May be I'm dumb!! The path ahead is so dull, and I'm certain that i've lost my way... But still there seems to be a faint source of light entraped inside me... I'm sure it'll lead my way in the time to come... Till then then all I can do, is hope.... Hope that my heart will just drift through....      Image Courtesy  : http://www.adamaqua.com/photo/sail_sunset.jpg